I was just looking at my Fertility Friend calendar. I could know I’m pregnant by August 8. I started crying just thinking about it.
I ended up popping my own bubble though…what are the odds it happens the first month? Which brought me to think about this posts title. Am I prepared? Am I ready for it to take more cycles than my fragile emotions can bear?
If you tried(ing) to conceive your rainbow, how long did it take you, and how did you handle seeing your monthly gift every month?
I have also noticed I am resentful to my DH’s package of condoms in our closet. I told him there would be a burning ceremony in the backyard at the end of this month, which is probably not good for the environment and I’m not even sure they would even burn…but hot damn, I can’t wait to try! I was grocery shopping today and picked up some pads, and I’d like to burn those too… Sadly, I have one more period before I can start trying 😦
Tuesday is my first appointment with Dr. K. I assume it will be an intake and nothing more. I have my placenta pathology, Xavier’s coronors report and my medical records from my old OB.
I have yet to have a docotr read and explain these to me, and I am hoping he will be able to go over them.
Wish us luck!