And I have cried out to the universe “WHY?” and the tears are not stopping today, and I so desperately don’t want to feel this any more. It hurts and I am weak.

Never mind me, but why him? He must miss us, and want to be held. He misses me and needs his Mom and I can’t be there for him and it’s not fair for HIM. FOR HIM.

This is my life? How? When? WHY?!

It’s too much, it’s too heavy, it’s too hard.



2 thoughts on “Why

  1. Sending you love. These days are so hard. It is so scary to think that they are lonely and missing us. I know that fear well. I hope that this feeling passes soon, for now at least. It always comes back, but being in the middle of it is horrible. xoxo

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